Please, please, please just listen to people who're trying to help you. I know what I have told you about 4 times to start of simple, and then work your way up. And everyone on here is willing to help new members and artists, me being one of them. I know that everyone has to start somewhere, but please- you must understand that starting of simple is the key to it.
I know when I was your age, I was wanting to rush and do everything all at once. I did, and I got terrible feedback. But if put me in a better state of mind and I decided, I will do it properly. It works, just takes alot of practice and time to get it right, and to learn your way of working.
I know you might not be able to understand english, so if you are wanting this translating, I can do that for you. Just let me know.
Please, we are only trying to help you learn and progress- listen to us

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